No one wakes up one day and thinks to themselves, “Gee, today I think I will turn my back on Yeshua/Jesus and go follow Moses instead.”  It doesn’t happen that way. It is a gradual “creep”. We can slowly drift away from following the “spirit” of the Torah and instead, we are now following the “letter” of the Torah. GO TO MAIN PAGE GO TO CH 9

“Come! Come to the wedding supper! Get ready! Put on your best clothes! The Master comes soon! Bring a favorite dish and add to the bounty!” The spirit led me to another place in the heavenly realm. This time I was standing in a large dining hall with a very long table. The table was set elaborately with place settings and candles. All the men were dressed in tuxedoes and the women were wearing ball room gowns with their hair piled up high. A butler ushers me in and shows me to my place at the table. GO TO MAIN PAGE GO TO CH 8

I was brought into another room in the hallway of heaven. This was the “hearing room” outside of the courtroom where the judge sits. I was brought into this hearing room. I sat down in a comfortable leather chair. Across from me sat an accuser. Someone I had offended, someone who I had deeply hurt. GO TO MAIN PAGE GO TO CH 7

I am in the spirit and I find myself in a hallway in heaven. The Holy Spirit prompts me to go into a certain room. I opened the door and inside are two women. They each have a bucket of mud. The first woman says to the other woman, “Look at you! You are filthy! You are covered in mud! You are a mess!”  She then dips her hand into the bucket and throws mud at the other woman. Then the second woman says the same,“Look at you! You are filthy! You are covered in mud! You are a mess!”She then does the same as the first woman; she dips…

In the spirit, I see another hallway in heaven. The Holy Spirit showed me that we all must walk down this hallway in heaven also. It is the hallway of the accused. I gaze down this long hallway. There are many doors on both sides. Behind each door is a person who has sinned against me, who has offended me and hurt me deeply. I begin walking down the hallway. GO TO MAIN PAGE GO TO CH 5

Some time ago, I received an email from someone who was offended with me. In the email, it recounted a history of our relationship and there were a list of accusations in the email. Basically, the email told a story of our history and various people were mentioned where I was portrayed as the “bad guy” who screwed up every time in the list of relationships. It was not an easy email to read. In fact, it was quite painful to read. I prayed and asked the Father what to do. My natural fleshly reaction was to defend myself and shoot an email back defending myself against all these charges.…

In my lifetime, I have had many different jobs and done many different things. In a recent job, I had three different major roles that I did at the organization. When I resigned at that job, they backfilled my position with three different full time people to fill in the multiple roles I had been doing. You would often hear me say, “I wear many hats.” I felt a bit like a hamster in a wheel, running and running and running. And I kept on going for a long time, for years, because it was good work, it was ministry work, work for the King and for His kingdom. So,…

In the spirit, I saw myself driving a big tractor. I was very focused on plowing straight rows. I would come to the end of a row, turn the tractor around, then start the next row, turn around, then start the next row. I had been doing this a very long time (six years). It had become rote, mechanical, almost mindless work. GO TO MAIN PAGE GO TO CH 2