In the secret place of prayer, I went for a walk with Yeshua. He invited me to walk with him in His garden. It is the garden of Torah. The four levels of Torah study are: Pshat ~ The surface meaning Remez ~ Seeing what the scripture is “hinting” at, the shadow picture Drash ~ Looking for connections between one scripture passage to another Sod ~ the deepest level, decoding the Torah, the “heart” of Torah This spells out as an acronym, PARDES, which in Hebrew, means “Garden”. The Torah is known as the “Tree of Life.” GO TO MAIN PAGE

I saw a platoon of soldiers. They are in full gear. Each one has their own Torah scroll and their arms are wrapped around the Torah scrolls. What is stunning is that they are all HEADLESS soldiers!  I look around and scan the surroundings. I see several different platoons of soldiers. They each keep to themselves. There is no mixing or mingling. Each platoon believes they have the fullness of truth. In fact, they are all headless! GO TO MAIN PAGE GO TO CH 24

I was out doing yard work today. I began with the mowing. I found I had trouble getting the edge of the lawn because some many overgrown lilac bush branches. I had already pruned these bushes back a week earlier, pruning back the limbs that were growing upward toward the power lines. I got out my pruning shears and began pruning back the branches low to the ground so mowing would be made easier. More and more branches began to pile up. Some were just dead, some were overgrown, and the pile of pruned limbs grew higher and higher. This thought came to my mind. “I thought I was all…

I was visiting the Appalachian House of Prayer, near Sugar Mountain, North Carolina. The Pastor was speaking about being: *the called*the chosen*the faithful (from Revelation 17:14) He mentioned this.  “How many of us have been down the dark road in following Yeshua and have received stripes on our back? Have we followed him there?” LISTEN TO THE SONG, BY HIS STRIPES GO TO MAIN PAGE GO TO CH 22

During a recent prayer conference call, the Lord took me into an open vision. I was above the continental US, looking down upon the continent. It was dark, night-time. I saw many different prayer groups that were praying for Israel and for the US. Some groups met in person, some met over the phone. The dark places over the continent would suddenly “light up” as soon as they began to pray. I saw ladders under construction reaching heavenward. Rung by run, the ladders were being built. Angels were being dispatched to recent and build these ladders to heaven. Every prayer group had an open heaven over it and a ladder…

Have you ever felt like when you sing the song, “Jesus loves me this I know…” or read the words “For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son….” That the words just bounce off?  That it is only head knowledge….is just doesn’t sink down into your heart?   I felt that way for years. I knew about God’s love but I still felt so unworthy, so rejected, so unloved, it just was not real for me. I was not experiencing the love of God in my life.  GO TO MAIN PAGE GO TO CH 20

I remember a very special encounter with the Lord some years ago. I was a young single mother of three and was struggling to support them as there was no child support coming from their father. I had become bitter due to the lack of child support and the draconian child support system that simply was not working for me. There was no justice in the system. I worked like a horse to keep the rent paid, food on the table, shoes on my kids’ feet and clothes on their backs. I went to a Friday night service where an outpouring of the spirit had been happening. The spirit of…

In the spirit, I was the sayings and the words of Jesus/Yeshua coming down from heaven. Each verse of the words of Christ was a sparkling jewel. A whole cluster of jewels were coming down and landed upon a bondservant. The jewel would get soft, almost like a gummy bear, were sticking to the person as they landed upon him. Then all the different jewels– ruby, emerald, diamond, sapphire, topaz, carbuncle, all began to melt and go inside of the bondservant. GO TO MAIN PAGE GO TO CH 17

One day I went shopping at the Goodwill to exchange some clothing items that had been given to me that did not fit. I parked my Subaru in the parking lot and went into the store. It was about 7 p.m. Fifteen minutes later I came out to the car and got in, getting ready to drive off. It was a rainy cold night and cold air and rain was blowing in through the right rear window. I turned to look. The right rear window had been smashed. Broken pieces of glass were all over the back seat. And, my laptop computer and travel backpack bag that were normally in…

There was a time in my life when I was very crushed and broken. It was the aftermath of a very devastating divorce. I went to the Friday night soaking worship service. I felt so completely shattered. During the worship, I went to the back of the church. I laid down on the floor between two pews, face on the ground, to just lay quietly in His presence. I remember just utterly casting myself at the feet of Yeshua and asking Him to visit me. He took me into an open vision. In the vision I saw my heart. It was full of holes, like Swiss cheese. I placed my…