Some time ago, I received an email from someone who was offended with me. In the email, it recounted a history of our relationship and there were a list of accusations in the email. Basically, the email told a story of our history and various people were mentioned where I was portrayed as the “bad guy” who screwed up every time in the list of relationships. It was not an easy email to read. In fact, it was quite painful to read. I prayed and asked the Father what to do. My natural fleshly reaction was to defend myself and shoot an email back defending myself against all these charges.…

In my lifetime, I have had many different jobs and done many different things. In a recent job, I had three different major roles that I did at the organization. When I resigned at that job, they backfilled my position with three different full time people to fill in the multiple roles I had been doing. You would often hear me say, “I wear many hats.” I felt a bit like a hamster in a wheel, running and running and running. And I kept on going for a long time, for years, because it was good work, it was ministry work, work for the King and for His kingdom. So,…

In the spirit, I saw myself driving a big tractor. I was very focused on plowing straight rows. I would come to the end of a row, turn the tractor around, then start the next row, turn around, then start the next row. I had been doing this a very long time (six years). It had become rote, mechanical, almost mindless work. GO TO MAIN PAGE GO TO CH 2